Started when I was a teenager
I choked and gagged
Never thought I would have another
Now it is all I ever have
I really want to quit
I haven't yet
For your mind it's like seven minutes of heaven
While your body goes through hell
What about the repercussions
And all the discussions
It's like I've committed a crime
And death is my time
Everyday I fret
A doctor I've never met
Telling me it's too late
Will that be my fate?
